FOMO/ peer pressure/ sharmaji ka beta sayings
As I hold her, so many thoughts running in my mind about last night about how will I manage in future but most salient being how precious she is to me above anything and how lucky I m to hv her! In thirties settled at home and work we feel like we know it all but motherhood endures to such unknown situation, we don’t know how to react. Last night had been terrible, N crying like hell for ghodiyu, usually to manage the situation I would hv given it to her to avoid heat in the moment and later managed the situation differently But I don’t know what got on to me, previously she use to sleep by herself, self soothingly and now losing that made me feel I did something wrong, I missed out on something or may b I failed somewhere thinking she left it by herself and now she is crying for it and cherry on top is the guilt to make her cry by taking it away from her and blaming self! Gentle parenting, patience all there but it requires so much work on self rather than baby! When all ...